something worthwhile

in silence i shall sit
and wait
and wish

and in awe i shall watch
and learn
and yearn

I GAINED 4 KILOS SINCE I TOUCHED DOWN IN SINGAPORE. HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW i wanna be cute again =( JK JAYKAY JOKES JKKKING haharhr

pls your not all that great. wake up wake up before you go sniggering behind peoples backs, PRISSSSSSSSSS ah all your mates are ppl you jabber shit into my ear about before so dont come and act like ur all good.
but then again evryone will nvr see that side.
go eat cock, ur own cock if you can find it.
-hands magnifying glass to u. HARHARHARHR
this can refer to more than one person, so dont try n guess all.
no prize for the winner so relax reader and dont work ur braincells dead.
OH EMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMmmmm hahahahahah
well , its time for a bitchy entry. evryone has their bitchy entry and i havent hadone for awhile.
basically watched dance the whole day and spent time with the nua and neil laugh watch smoke talk joke so funny .
then went for a walk with my sis at about 1am to swensons to snack and smoke n drink, saw baker , darryl and random guy with cap on the way back, was too redbulled till the extent i wasnt hyper so i cud barely understood them when i stopped by for awhlie.
cause the sister was about to pass out from being so drowsy.
last friday was awesome.
this friday is going to be too.
BLOOP.
so many peetures. just chck out my myspace or friendster ( which i dont rlly rly use nemore)
i have less than 130 bucks till 16th feb, now im offically broke n poor and ragged out, priss help me.

my time in singapore has been awesome , better than i expected with the help of alcohol ( ahem i mean you guys .. my friends HAHAHR).
evrythings still spastic az and shit.
i love how im not fcking depressed and living in a hole for another human being who didnt deserve all my effort anymore.
im actually mingling and human now , almost back to normal, close enough to have a fantabulous time.

sersly roz if u read this, i dno what the fck is wrong with our computers and our tagboards. u see mine funny n i cant tag urs. yes ill meet u in aussie u USER ahah jokes bt yeh, we go party n shiz hang out n shiz. let u meet my future fob friends hahaha jokes . n u let me meet ur nonfobby friends.

herrow cuishan , thanksfo hanging out n spazzing out with me while im here.
herrow geribean , spanks for the talks n moments whre i just had to pour shit out, sorry if i got too deep n confusing haharhahr.
herrow other ppl who dont read my blog i am officially redbulled without wings because i am talking to peeperrs who dont read my blog. ok i fcking need some sleep.

peetures? myis....@ the surrender party

herrow again!

went zouk yesterday for the surrender party that alvin askd me to go to.
that day when me matt and jack went to surrender/ambush behind youth park, he said eric clapton just walked in and we missed him!
not that im a big fan but like.. you know.. star.... peeture priss lol.
so yeah the party was alright, the music was alright tho the dj james lavelle(sp?) from the UK supposed to be good shit, house/breakbeats. then changed to rnb/hiphop.
was wearing heels, so pretty my shoes so pretty, but how pain? it hurt like a bitch, and i danced like hell. all the way until the place was about to close.
we were at phuture.
screamed like shit now my throat hurts like shit. SO FUNNY WE KEPT DANCING LIKE MORONS SO FUNNY LIKE IN A RETARDED WAY SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FUNNY I LAUGH UNTIL MY STOMACH HURT SO BAD.

HIGHLIGHT

when roz and me did a crazy ass beyonce dance to some BANGLA CLEANER, SCARE HIM AWAYA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. SO FUNNY HE WAS SWEEPING IN THE MIDDLE OF NO WHRE THEN WE CORNER HIM THEN HE SWEEP N RUN FROM US HARHARHARHR.


yeah. i totally bangd this dude. ( bang as in EMBARRESED).
i was looking at pictures in the camera cause my legs hurt cause im oh so weak. while i was looking this loud giant deafening voice echoed in my ear " HEY" and i totally jumped , then it was some random jap or korean guy. then hes like blahablahabl . and im liek HUH? then hes like can i have your hand? then his hand was out and i was like -look at his hand look at him look at his hand look at him-" no?" BANG HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
then hes like oh, did i scare you, and i was like what what? i cant hear u ( of course i was lying but i cant be bothered lol), then his fucking lips almost on my ears when he talk n he was like i hope i didnt scare you i just wanted to say hi. then i jerked away n was like, yeah ok HI.

then he ran away, and tried picking up this quite gd looking girl, and she entertained him -_- HAHAHAHAH SAW him grab her ass so funny. bloop.

i felt like an idiot at first when i REALLY cudnt hear him, i was expecting a damn cheena accent so when he started speaking with a jap/american accent i got confused lol.

anyways rev stayed over at my place, we got sent back then talked for abit, then went to my neighbours place at the BLVD. then went back to eat maccas. HOW MUCH ARE WE EATING OH EM> SO MUCH. so nice =) bathe eat, sleep heheh.
my throat hurts sooooo much.

i feel like eating the meepok at serangoon near lauras n buibans place.
THE LIVER. I LOVELIVER

u must not know bout me u must not know about meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee hold me

so like i8 j st came back frm mos and lyk i lost my 150 bucks i brght.
first i lose my 1` grand at home now m y 150 bcks. well cone
welld one
so took a cab howme
so gayyyyyyyyyyyy
dance llyk mofo
likeeee mfoo
i realised im not a hiphop nknow nothing haorhahrar compared to the cheena fucks in mos
ooooooooh em, evryone look like shyt. ooooooh em i just walk awy from ppl who dance with me, no flow no conenction no nothing. well done.welldne, i thught i cud enjoy myself, well indeed it was nice getting out partyg but like. dooooooooooooooooooood dancing with these ppl is borrrrrrrrrrrrring. borrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrring.
so i jsut drank n drank n drank my no sorrows awy
io just wanna dance with someone i can dance with again
whoever
but nooooooooooo evryone look like shit and cant dance, even if their gd lookg their borrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrring t ome. borrrrrrrrrrring.
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lsot my moneyyyyyyyy my ciggerettttessssssssssssssssssssssssssss. annoygggggggggg
luckily i had ten bucks left. took a cab back i was like ENOUGH/? then the fucking cab driver scold me and say of course enough ur home so near. n im liek thinking wtffffffffffff i was just asking..........-_- gayyyyyyyy.
to the left to the left all ur things in the box to the leftttttttttttt
u mustnot know bout meeeeeeee u must not know bout meeeeeeeee i can have anther guy in a minuete in fact he`ll be hre in a mineute!
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so i just like came home liek 10 minstures ago.
dudeeeeeeeeeeeeee so pissed keep losing my money n im not being not responsitble i put it in my bag in the pocket so liek dnot how it dissapeared. -_-
its fucking annoying when guys get touchy . i tried to run away then i tripped on my stilleitoes welllllll done.
then i see all the doods eyeing motherfucking ugly girls who dance like sluts. sersly mannnnn serslyyyyyyyyyyyyyy whres the nice crowd. -_______-
then the girls eye ahbengs or doods who dance so -_- and look so -_-. serslyyyy man.
then the better looking ppl all look like........ better but like dance like..... better butlike dood just not interested. so i run again
then like i tripped again. tbut like i didnt fall.
then someone was like U INDIAN? and im like VANAKAM
then hes like what? n im like VANANANANAKAM
then another one say, u chinese? and im like NI HAO-ZOR
then hes liek WHUTT? and im like NI HAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ZORR??????????
i know it sounds dumb, but when ur desperate to get the desperate fucks out of ur face. hahahahah it works.
some of them were nice. bt so what.
the girls like -____________- , i thought i could maybe live my fantasy but no girl eye candy i keept looking arnd and like........................... ended up looking at some guy , i thought it was a girl/
after i popped it i kept holding ontop poles i thought was thre then i end up touching a fence. n im liek DOB? DOBNDOBDOBDOBODBOBDOBDOB?
fckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk this entry is sooo real dnt u think
i alrwys talk shit n here i am talking shit
LIVEEEE 2007 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 20000000000000000067!!!!!!!!!!!

just wait for it to load, its a simple movie but what its based on just moves me. (boy so cuuuteee)

some other trailers to check out ( WWW.APPLE.COM/TRAILERS , scroll to the search bar on the bottom right hand side of the page and key in blablabla)
it loads pretty quickly, u ahve to have quicktime 7 though, if u dont that takes less than 10 mins to dl. love watching trailers.


PANS LABYRINTH
HARSH TIMES
THE REAPING <- PRISS WATCH IF U ARE INTO BIBLICAL BELIEFS VS SCIENCE.
DREAM GIRLS
MUSIC AND LYRICS<-- im just putting this here cause i like hugh grant and drew barrymore, and i love music and lyrics harhahr. " a melody is like sex, but then as you get to know the person.. thats the lyrics...their story.. who they are and their needs."
THE PAINTED VEIL<- i like edward norton and naomi watts , movies slogan -> sometimes the greatest journey is the distance between two people
VAN WILDER 2: THE RISE OF TAJ<- rozanne watch the last 20 seconds of this PRISS, ahhahahaha u`ll see something familiar



thres more, much more, but im lazy heh

oh em, im bad- stolen pictures from friendster ha. CHIDORI and RASENGAN . -DOB DOB

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